Still Afraid Of Pain

from by Nic Gyalson

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Your rocket engines
Brought you far away
But now you say you’re looking
Back at me, back at me
And you’re moving so fine
The movie’s all right
And the crew is doing great
While I’m just sinking
You’re just sinking
In this deadly state of mind
I’ll never have the guts
To be myself again
Crushed, crying, crashed
And still afraid of pain

Those days are gone
Just like my will
And even though I’m done
I know that I will never be relaxed
But drunk, yeah, beating myself up
Until my brain explodes
And everything turns black
But the movie’s all right
You’re moving so fine
There’s no one else around
I take the bait without a frown
I love your smile
I know I cannot hide
I wouldn’t stop your hand
There’s no use to pretend

I’m afraid ‘cause I’m not sure
If my reaction was insane
I’ve always known awareness hurts
Like breathing...I had to run away
I wrote this song to let you know
You touched me and made me cry
Now, when the music’s gone
Survival instinct is my friend


from You Could Almost, releases October 24, 2019
Nic Gyalson - vocals, electric guitar, synthesizer
Lorenzo Amadori - drums
Serena Maggini - backing vocals, bass synth, keyboards
Dario Pedrazzi - additional percussions


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Nic Gyalson Switzerland

During the high school years I began to play organ and guitar.
After producing my 1st album and several soundtracks, and after 2 years of live activity with my 2 musicians Dario Pedrazzi and Serena Maggini, I began with them the production of my 2nd album “You Could Almost”, a project already partially published in chapters and due for release in full in Autumn 2019. ... more

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